They told me to sit by myself as they prepared Carmen for surgery. We had been at the hospital for almost 24 hours and her labor wasn’t progressing. The doctor recommended a C Section surgery and we agreed. As I sat in a hallway next to the operating room, I thought about my wife and my unborn son. I had no power to help either of them. This was the biggest moment of our lives and I have no control. I opened my Bible to the Psalms and read. I was looking for comfort and reassurance. This is why I worship Jesus. In the midst of fear and anxiety, I know I’m not alone. I believe in a personal God who cares about this moment right now. He knows the outcome of the surgery and he’s watching over our family. This is just the first struggle for our young family and we are learning that his grace will always be sufficient.